Please Virginia, Take Me Away...

I'm so tired. Emotionally and physically right now.

Could've gone out tonight. First time in a long time for just fun.
Didn't do it.
Would rather be at work right now, hanging out with Megan Z., Jenna, and TK.

College is my home away from home.
LongHorn is my home away from home. Teresa's the substitute mother. Ashley's the best friend. And Megan Z.'s the Emma of Missouri.

I'm in tonight. Lights off. TV on (of course).
10th Kingdom, again.
My love.

I can never get sick of this movie. Labyrinth is amazing, but there's just something about watching this movie.
I always wanted my own fairy tale. I still do. And when I'm an old grandma, sitting in front of my grandkids, they'll never want for an amazing story.
This story is keeping me going. It's comforting.
Reminds me of home. Of mom. And Neal.
I take my family for granted sometimes.
A lot of the time I still feel like I'm six. Calling for mommy. But no one comes.
Dad was never there. Never will be.

And, for some weird reason, this movie is my security blanket.

And for the second time since I've been in St. Charles for school I've been called naive.
How dare you. The first time it happened I thought "fuck you". The second time I almost believed it. But I do know who I am. I know who I can trust. I know what the world is like. I'm experiencing it right now. I can't say the same for either of you. Maybe, just maybe, if you get off your high horse, classifying someone else, then maybe I'll consider feedback from you.
Chances are not likely for either one of you now, though. The first person is just acting like an ass and the second I'll never see again.
So good luck with life.

Anyway, I'm off with Virginia now to go help Prince.