Such a Sucker...

For beautiful acoustic music.

I can't deny that I listen to music for the lyrics. A smooth, calming voice and nice words.
Makes me feel so much ridiculously better.

Never Shout Never-Hummingbird. Beautiful song.


--There's so many things on my mind. One of the biggest things I think about lately are friends.
Present. Past. Future.

Who's left my life and entered it. The people who didn't make it to my life right now aren't here for a reason; I feel like I need to keep reminding myself of that sometimes. Just so I stay on the right path.
Have you ever felt the same? Lost a friend and just knew that they aren't meant to be in your life anymore, even if you actually want them there?
They might just be a bad friend or have hurt you a lot, but the point is that they're not there anymore to dictate any part of your life.
Does it hurt?
Have you ever been a friend that's been dropped by someone else?

I also feel like on a side note that I should add that I'm a big girl, guys. We all look out for each other and I love you all for that.
But I'm 20. There's some point where we have to recognize where we're acting as friends and not as mothers.
I know I'm also partially to blame for this. I know about acting like a mother all too well, but please please please!....just remember that I'm smarter than others.

I love you guys.